sad.

malas..malas...malas..........

you're so unfortunate mhychan......akiramete

february.. xD

my bday..it's comin it's comin...but before that, i really have tons of school things to do.. so many commitments, so little time -.- ahuuuuuuuu hayy..i wish all things go well in the next weeeeek..weeeeeeeee 17 na aq..tanda ko na! WAHAHAHA!! xdddddddddD

merikuri :D

great. so many things are happening this christmas. i've been eating a lot
lately and yea it's the first time that i've been conscious about my weight for my whole life. lolz. i've been also attending many parties. haha. soo fun. and now it's gonna be christmas eve later on but i think we're staying at home. it makes me relief so i could just rest XD. waah. haha. soo christmas. somehow i feel the spirit of xmas and somehow i don't. i keep on worrying about my acet >.<, considering i'd leave some of my vacation days for studying. hahaha. well. goodluck nlng sken xD nyahahaha. can't wait for tomorrow. kakain nnman. nyahahaha. and gifts *_* whoo. gifts ^_^. i spend a lot just to give gifts to my friends O_O;; but it's okay O_O;; xmas means giving ayt?O_O;; wahahaha.
there. so far i'm enjoying my vacation, spending my time in front of the pc. xD again..and again! nyahahaha.i want to go back playing OL games... -_-;; i also have problems to deal about myself and something relating to other people.O_O i wish i could manage it. woo O_O;; so ayun.

merry xmas to all!! classmates,friends,wtfcosplayers,hipstir,gamers and most especially JALARCANS! ^____^ MERRY XMAS. i hope each and everyone of you will enjoy your vacation! ^_^ weee. i l0ve you all. hahaha. :D

yeay! finally it's sembreak. tapos nadin ang nightmare before christmas. i don't think i contributed well but at least okay naman xa. hayy. ayun!. ang next napproblemahin ang WBL. hayy. lec's not gonna be there so it's going to be hard. (talking about basketball competition), i wish we could really win even just one game...xD oh well. may prac na ako jaaaaaaa.........


listening to: jason mraz (i'm yours)

time: 9:41 am

destination point

i'm currently listening to be my baby by whigfield. (it's a childhood favorite song and listening to it makes it all nostalgic) hayy. somehow i miss grade school life. anyway setting it aside.. today is nice weather although it rained a little earlier, and earlier this morning ynna went to my place and she just chilled (i haven't seen her in a while) i cooked her breakfast and yea. we had a wonderful time..talking about anime, tests, and stuff.. i hope we can take the test together for the next USTET.. hehe.. later on i'll be going to my aunt's house for a birthday night dinner. But now it's a bit boring haha..so a time for another journal entree.:)

yesterday was a really weird/fun day.. the whole class was hooked, literally addicted to playing SUDOKU (thanks to eloisa bringing another sudoku book) even I was hooked on it..(considering I don't play it before) and yesterday we just answered many puzzles, i got to answer 4 mediums and 1 easy.. i even spend a physics class for it x.x bah~ anyway it was fun.. after school we also had basketball practice.. which was really fun too, i get to become closer (at least) to some of my teamates. so.. attending was all worth while. win or lose, i can't wait for the competition. I also did my best at the game yesterday.. although I need to improve my shooting, it has become horrible xD haha. And over this weekend i have tons of work to do..hayy! but it's okay.. I'm all in the mood to it. really. ü


Mood: satisfied. anxious, calm

end song: pretty boy

time: 12:44pm

"pretty pretty boy of mine, just tell me you love me too......."

only a lyric.no other meaning.hehehe.

Lovelyloveless

i'm currently listening to sayonara solitaire... *phew* ^^, it's a very relaxing song so, yea.. it's been more than a month since my last post, sorry for that.. no entrees for august.. honto ni gomene~.. i've been busy enough in school.. and basketball practices (our event is nearly coming this october), test.. periodicals and a lot more stuff. upcat + quarterly examinations + NCAE all happened in august. i think it all paid off since i think i did a good job o_o i received my card yesterday and they were all pretty okay, except for math.(darn i wish it was just geometry again).. well anyways i'm aiming harder and i really wish i could be in the merit circle!! arggs haha.. xD well there.......

anyway.. i've been starting to watch anime's again. THANK GOD. and i really do miss them, i started with watching detective conan since, i wasn't able to attend our class retreat last august 13 for some stupid (really,stupid) reasons.. and because of that i spend that day watching DC's and downloading movies. im back to being a detective maniac. haha. and then after that i watched loveless which is really a good anime, I COULD RELATE to the main character, risa koizumi, that whenever she laughs or cries i do the same thing too, while watching the series, and it's not yet finished, and then i watched 13 episodes loveless.. it's a yaoi thing, mystery and drama and i loved it!! haha.. the songs and the credits are nice. i also watched bokura ga ita, but i stopped, it was about an extremely weird and dramatic love story... and then now im starting to watch season 2 of school rumble, superb laugh3p and the jokes never fail! haha it's really funny and im enjoying every minute of watching it. haiiiiiii. thank God for all these anime titles who brought back myself again. cause this is really who i am, i kinda forgot my being otakuness.. i've also been gone to my precious jalarcan site and now im back with them again. I MISS JALARCAN. i miss the pioneers and the members. really,i do. and actually i had problem with someone also but now i've come to forgive her. although i don't when we can truly be like before... again. sigh.

and about my loveliwushuness? haha. it's okay i'm quite used to UNREQUITED LOVE. no kidding. ahaha. i choose it to be that way, and i'm happy with it, to feel that you love someone is enough for me. so there, no need to try and stay away from him, I just treasure all the times that I've been hooked to him and nevertheless, i'm happy happy happy.xD

oh, and the mp3 that im using is away now.sad.sad. but i replaced my cellphone and i'm happy for that also.. :). I'm also looking forward this september, the career fair, the field trip..me and ynna's adventure.. (going to my house), more FAID days (hopefully), interactions with JALARCAN, finishing more anime series, GOING TO MOM'S HOUSE!XD, ecology month GOING back to YM, o2jamming again.. xD, more chillings at trixie's place and nonstop txting. haha. and saving money.lolol.(i have to save money) XD.............

so there, that's what i've been recently.....doing. nothing changed ne? hehe.. :) overall i feel contented.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY also to MAMA MARY TODAY! thank you for everything!! I love you!! xD hehehe..!!

Another Untangle

."ai no farewell"..

There's one more thing I wish to say
Before I'm letting you go
Wishing you all the happiness
By the Days as you will know

Thanks for being there for me
Like you have been a part...
I wished you knew wherever you are
You'll always be in my heart..

hai, you'll always be in my heart...

*ai means love in japanese... (who knows not? xD)
*it's good for incantations..just kidding..
*i just wanna share it i made it today...

*toodles* ^_^

it's coming

yeay it's coming ^^

otanjoubiness

happy bday to my dad

seven.seven.

7-7-7, i hoped it could have been a good day for me, just like 6-6-6.. only that, when it's at night time my luck changes.. and just like 6-6-6.. the same way happened to 7-7-7. *sigh*.. i wonder.. and keep thinking i've been doing foolish things, is that why luck is not with me??

actually i really had fun within the day. i hanged along w/ trixie (she's my new classmate btw,) and we went shopping ang supposedly we had to attend a basketball practice.. but it was raining really bad..(we even run through the rain from the parking lot to the mall, we we're soaking wet and people just stared at us.. trixie convinced me to do it! haha).. anyway just to describe that my day was pretty normal, at dinner we went to an inn and even had a ktv by the bar.. there was no people so we had the venue all to ourselves.. and we sang..and sang..and sang..and danced too..it's really fun...her family is nice, and i'd really love to hang out with them again nextime..

but when i arrived home at 9:30.. things didnt turn my way again..(just like always).. i had an arguement with my brother.. and whatever it was and it ended up the same..my dad was dissapointed with me..again, he sided with my brother.. he scolded me, telling me that i should show kindess towards him..hello, he already made me cry 3 times, strike 3 for this week.. he's getting in my nerves already....and i've had enough. i really do. ._. my dad starts to give a threat about disconnecting the dsl..(i hate it when he does that!! T.T).. so i didnt have a choice.. i couldn't even reason out. shet.

i cried, again..cry..cry..cry, my brother didnt even cared.. but that was to be expected from him, my dad said lots of things and for me they were all pointless.. it didnt even help one bit to cheer me up.. he was just there looking at me and said i didnt look good whenever i cry.. haha.. when i feel upset i get over it all alone, i dont call anyone and i dont run to anyone.. just to myself.. (is it like i try to be strong?) i guess that's really me...i'd cry and to talk to myself.. "why is this happening to me..." bakit nga kaya? -_-

but on the other side im still that "optimistic" girl anyway, i cry things over and the next day im back to normal.. (sometimes i hate it now) nothing happens, and because of that im really taken for granted. they take it as an advantage. i easily forgive but i dont forget.. so there, i dont know how to deal with my brother anymore, if he doesnt need a sister than i dont need him too (sorry for being mean) but i tell you he's meaner.crap. if he apologizes to me i'd reconsider anyway.. i still care for them......sigh.. im tired of crying.. my tears dont even taste like saltysalty anymore (haha) seriously! hayy.. but i could never deal with all of this if not for my friends.. all of them.. online, and at school..they're the only ones that keeps me alive.. ^_^;; thank you.. now im ending this blog entree with a smile on my face ^_^;; smile......

p.s il make my bro feel sorry.. bwahahaha -_-


hey..it's 1:00am now,...

catechistaz

hi. presenting my some of my "dearest" classmates. ^_^, we, the 4th year st. humbeline students... on
an ordinary thursday afteroon around dismissal time. ^_^ from left that's angel the wackiest and loudest girl we have! haha, then next is me.. then lauren, abby, jade.. and shiela. left to right... and that's our classroom as our background. so basically we're at the corridor. haha. ayun. pichurpichur. hindi naman ako mxado pngiti ngiti ano?

so anyway, i haven't told much about my school life, have i? well okay, to start w/ it's really so damn hard to be a h.s senior (as i expected) and i dont know, as i get to know this class better each day, i find so many things i never knew before. like so many backstabbers, plastiks and such.. (sorry). i've always remained silent and never even cared but now that i know i start to act different as well. i'm not that girl who doesnt bite into things anymore, especially if i haven't done anything wrong, and besides "this is life." we all face problems in school too, not just academics, but anyway haha (what am i saying) i'm just telling that my class really has that ups and downs. mainly in our school we weren't the best batch. teacher would literally hate us and scold some of us and they get their nerves on us but on the other side friendly naman talaga kme! haha, so that's the humbeline. oh, and we're only 19.. :D onti? x.x it's an advantage but a disadvantage too.-.- specially at some school activities where we need lots of participants. -.-

oh well goodluck humbelinesssss! xD (catechistaz, the picture was taken after catechism subject)

i know grammar's not good in this entree. grammar-critic-assasinates-herself.. =.=

Hush Friday

hurray! and another school is week is over! it's a whole new weekend.. and -.- time for studying.. huhuh.. well it's okay..(that's life) T.T like I always say. It's really hard to be in senior high school.. *sigh*. and what more in college? xD.

oh well.anyway today's a good day. TGIF =^-^=. in the morning first we had an assembly.. and then classes..classes.. well it was fun.. i enjoyed school day today. although it was really tiring. (both in the mind and body) haha lol. and i enjoyed the long-period algebra today. ~_~ cause i participated well and there.. i listened! (lol) then in our arts class we made a group activity by triads..only to find out that one of my classmates cried because of us (?) because she thought we left her out but we didnt really have a chouce it was only for a group of 3. actually i was just asked to join my other 2 classmates, i really didnt mind who i am to be with.. well anyway she just cried and after that i knew her attitude was kind of different. towards me/us. then after that it was club hour.. i attended the futsal club this time. it was fun, tiring.. as usuall.. and yeah.. exhausting ~_~. our moderator is soooo.. hmm, unpredictable i guess. he's cool and sometimes he's not. haha kidding! but yes, it was fun anyway, and after that it was dismissal.that's where my classmate told me she cried because of us, for no reason (?) anyway i just said sorry.. i felt a little bad.. and there,.. friends again!

then when i got home i just organized my stuff and decided to visit my sick classmate.. and she was absent for 2 weeks, I went to her house without her knowing., haha. obviously she was surprised..and i stayed there till 8. i just talked to her and kept her company.. (obviously she didnt know what to do with me) haha kidding. i think i made her happy c= haha she missed me! (lafak) tralala~ xD.. well, at least she's going to go back to school on monday. i'm glad i visited her today. c=

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